
i was at work this morning sitting there trying to hold it together. it really wasn't working but hey i was at work and i was making myself stay there.
then in walked adams mom. she is one of the last people i need to see. so i ended up getting really upset. i told you early i was just barely keeping it together.
so i called my boss and told them i was going home. i got my sister to pick me up and bring me home. i check my email and guess who emailed me. adam himself. the absolute last person i needed to hear from. god.
just leave me alone.
i'm going to bed
1:15 p.m. on 2003-07-31
