well i am home and i really don't want to be. i usually like coming home cause you have different clothes to wear and you can sleep in your own bed and its all good.
anyways, the flight home kinda sucked. it was good cause i had the three middle row seats all to myself so i could lay down but the turbulence was so bad that i just couldn't sleep. then the breakfast they served us was just awful.
well i finally get back to the apartment and as soon as i got in i knew something was wrong. i couldn't find hero and then assumed from the litter box being gone and everything moved that he had died. so i am walking around the house all upset cause of hero and then i finally notice that the hamster cage is gone and that he had died as well. i couldn't believe it.
then i noticed the answering machine was blinking and thought maybe someone had called to see if i was home yet and it was my landlord. apparently my rent checked bounced. i couldn't believe it. i made sure that i had enough money in my account for everything to come out fine. my gym payment and my rent. i had enough money in there. so i get on the net and i take a look at my account and find out that student loans has decided that they can take money form my account when ever they feel like it. they took just enough to make my rent check not go through.
so i get on the phone and call student loans and tell them off. now i have to fax them all kinds of crap to get my money back and hopefully the nintey dollars that i have in nsf charges because of that check not going through.
so yesterday was hell.
today i come to work and find out that none of my files were taken care of properly and that there was a giant staff meeting about office conduct that i missed.
so i am sure that everyone else is all pissy cause it was talked about why i got pulled into the office just before i left.
then tryna called this morning and her and i had it out over the phone cause i told her off. then she tells me that she is just following rules. then she asks me why i sent her my invite to the candle party that i sent to everyone. i told her i wasn't a four year old and am able to leave my work at work. blah. anyways. that seems to be done and over with. i am sure it will get talked about more at the gym as i told her i was going tonight and she said that she might go as well so who knows.
but that has been my 24 hours home. in fact i don't think its even been twenty four hours yet. blah. i want to go back and lay on the beach. it was nice to forget about things for awhile.
i found out that brads court date is on the 19th of dec. i am trying to get out of work so that i can go as well i want to. mom talked to brad a little bit ago and brad is saying that he was just standing in front of the bank not doing anything and the police officers beat him up cause they could.
that boy is seriously deranged and needs to get some help. what a retard. he also somehow found out that i was in hawaii and knew when i was coming home. how the hell did he find that out. nobody has heard or seen from him in ages. i am scared that he found out where we live and was in my house.
kinda freaks me out a bit. oh yeah and my crappy sister pam borrrowed the car while i was gone under the conditions that the car come back with a full tank of gas like when i lent it to her. yeah i got it back with just over a quarter of gas in it. man am i mad about that. it wouldn't be such a bad thing except that i have no money to get gas and i have to go to worok. i am not a happy camper.
who the hell comes home to this much crap. that is what i would like to know.
i feel bad though that liz had to deal with finding hero by herself though. that really sucks. it was good that heather and her mom came over and let liz stand in the corner. that was good.
well i need to get some work done so that i can maybe afford to pay some bills and eat. you all can just forget about christmas cause i just can't afford it. i just can't. stupid life. i really can't wait until it starts getting better cuase if it doesn't i am going to have to move back home. that would really suck.
you all had better come to my candle party on tomorrow. everyone keeps cancelling on me. you all had better show up or i will look like a retard and just be sitting there with me and liz on the couch listening to this lady tell me about candles.
that would be crappy.
10:40 a.m. on 2003-12-09
